By Syed Anjum ul Ansar
When I kept my eye in the society, it was me who went through many realisations, sometimes I felt happy and sometimes bad , but it was the majority of the time when I felt happy.You know why? Because there were more reasons to live , to enjoy and to love .I saw people also who were fed up with their lives but still inhaling and exhaling .We don’t call this a living in proper sense but they were having something that was forcing them to exist in order to make themselves live in real sense .Guess what ?It was hope , a sunshine like charming and beautiful like the inner swarms of earth , like the soft touch and sympathy .Tell me one thing Almighty Allah has blessed we the human being with life , why we are eager to end this up .Even after knowing that if we suicide the fate is hell.I can understand the pains that people are dusted with, the aches they are locked in but it doesn’t mean that we are bound to end ourselves.It should always be kept in the mind that Allah gives us only that amount of pain ,that trouble which is bearable.Ok how bigger can your grief be , obviously not more that Allah.We have to trust Him and continue our living.There are young girls and boys loosing their parents .Parents loosing their children .Women loosing their husbands but solution is not that you will end yourself. Life brings in its trial, in difficulties, even it also makes to feel blessed .Is it poverty that is forcing to kill one’s own self. Aren’t we rich enough that we are having life .Allah is not going to snatch your everything? you at least drop a smile of thankness if you own your parents .If you own someone whom you love or by whom you are loved.Suicide is not the solution.The solution is to cope with the situation and don’t let it to subdue you , to conquer you.Hope is what I want that you should have.
This world is getting to its worse by the regular cases we hear about.But these are we the humans that can make it beautiful again.We should love our poor people , we have to elevate poverty not the poor.Don’t the rich people see it as a blessing that poor are present around them , it is a way for them to enter into heaven.If you pray five times a day ,Tahajjud and much more ,it only won’t make you successful, because Along with Haqooqullah there is another thing called Haqooqul ibaad .If I suppose don’t pray , the matter is between me and Allah , He is Raheem , He will forgive but if I break someone’s heart , or preceded wrong , the person is not Raheem .It is not necessary he will forgive me.You know I have many things to discuss but all can’t be possible in one attempt. Hope the readers will understand what I want to convey.
Many hearts here drowned
In the sea of sorrows
Minds ready ah to suicide
Eyes ruptured with grief
Everything thing seems dark
Should I end myself
A puzzled life I live
But what it matters?
The thing is I live
In a hope
That seems shinning there
Writer Syed Anjumul Ansar can be reached at syedanjumansar432@gmail.com

